help needed!

I NEED HELP!

I'M MISSING MY SISTERS AND BROTHERS IN SHAH ALAM...

DIBA,WIDEEYA,NISH,EIZ,SABREE,KAK SU,FATH,ABANG FIZI,ABANG APAI...

KENAPA RINDU INI TERLALU MENYAKITKAN??

WISH I CAN MEET THEM UP RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW!

KERNA TAK AKAN KU JUMPA LAGI INSAN SEPERTI MEREKA..=(

memori RM3...

jejaka-jejaka harapan bangsa...

LoL-US!=)

sementara menunggu masa ujibakat..oops!

da layak da, ni tengah tunggu time for the stage!LoL!

~nanad,myra,eiz,dayang,ila~

Ramadhan...

bulan mulia, bulan untuk menguji sejauh mana ketakwaan hamba-hambaNya..

dan memang ya, kami diuji.. mental dan fizikal..

RM3 was conducted during Ramadhan..

we didn't get enough sleep, only a couple of hours in the morning, none at nights..

but we do know that the facilitators weren't having enough as well..

program menguji ketahanan, kekreatifan dan semangat cintakan sahabat..

WE DID IT!=)

pejuang KOMODO BERANTAI :

[nish_daddy komodo, nanad, eiz, myra, dayang, fendi, danial, fizi, latif, abul, fadhil, ila, syamil, akmal, yusri, hariz]

~19-21 of September 2008; Kem Lembah Genting, Selangor~

ceritera RM2...

SHOPPING bersama adik-beradik and Abang Apai di Pasar Payang, Kuala Terengganu..

(beg plastik banyak lagi tu sebenarnya, saje tak nak tunjuk..hee~)

POSE for the cameraman!

(with Abang Tajol..)

TANDAS EKSKLUSIF??

tak jumpe tempat lain nie..tu sebab masing-masing posing abes..haha~


FaTH+mYrA+UmAiRa=SisteRs!

started with journey from shah alam (KL for us in alamanda)..
nothing much, nothing less, we were asked to get to know each other, basically the person who was sitting next to you..so the person who was sitting next to me is faizal, my own ydp jpk at that time..so it didn't took us too long to know each other..hehe~

life was good in during RM2..
but before life turned to be good, our journey was practically unpractical..haha..our bus broke down in the way to Terengganu..and we have to change bus..i can still remember, someone by the name of Sabree saved me a place in the bus he took..THANKS a bunch ya!=)

orang kuat 6Th SENSE :

[danial, zarul, wani, kak long, pa'an, anis, afdhal, mirul, syed, maz, fath, umaira, myra]

~17-19 of August 2008; UiTM Dungun, Terengganu~

kenangan RM1...

GroUp 2 : SENTAP!

1st place WinNeR!!!

(keSENGALan terBUKTI!)haha~

-wideeya,umaira,eiz,myra,fath and faiz-

first time of attending Revolusi Minda..didn't know where to start, who to talk to, where to go, how to make friends.. but it went out perfectly well.. ternyata, peserta-peserta RM bukanlah calang-calang pelajar.. tetapi, mereka yang telah berusaha untuk menjadi diri mereka sendiri, demi agama, bangsa dan negara.. =)

[myra, fath, eiz, wideeya, umaira, faiz, afiq, wae, ijak]

~2&3 of August 2008, KIWA Sepang~

memory i missed..=(

it's hard to put in words all the sadness and frustration..
but well, this one of my major frustration..i didn't manage to attend RM4, a.k.a Kursus PM MMS..i HATE it!
i cried..but at that time i was in thailand..
if only i could fly back to malaysia.. i WOULD! huhu..
how i was hoping that i can meet up all my siblings during RMs..i MISS them so much!!
but at last, i manage to attend RM5, the last and the most unforgettable RM because i failed after that RM..
i HATE myself for a long time after that..
until this extend...........

do we still exist in our own land?

this is a true story. not to discriminate any party, not to differentiate any people breathing the same oxygen as i am. but it's a true story that we have to deal with, facing the challenging world we are in now.

one of my brother is a secondary school student, a school which is one of the best in my hometown. his classmates; are all combining the malays, indians and chinese. one teacher of that school is very rude. that is what i can say after listening to his story.

the class were asked to search and find the information of three idols of the country. they did. my brother did. but there are several students who didn't manage to complete the task; 3 chinese, 2 malays and 1 indian. but what happened back there makes me feel the anger rising inside of me. the teacher insult, both the malay students, but say nothing to the three chinese boys and the indian. the teacher is a chinese lady. she was saying things like "inilah warisan ketuanan Melayu yang dibangga-banggakan, Melayu memang bodoh, kenapa Melayu dapat hak istimewa.." and so on..

the imagination of it makes me cry. thinking how my country is developing in the eye of the world, but is suffering chronic disease of losing my own country. it hurts. we have a choice. if we listen, see, and speak of the right thing. we can make a difference of owning our country back which has been 'taken' by 'them'.

LoL...

Kadang-kadang, dalam hidup ini, ada ketikanya kita berhadapan dengan situasi yang gembira, sedih, duka dan ketawa. Kerana pengalaman-pengalaman itu tidak dapat untuk kita temui kembali, kita nukilankannya. Dengan harapan untuk mengingati, atau untuk melupakan. Tetapi kadangkala, ada di antara kenangan itu tidak dapat kita zahirkan. Di atas kertas, di dalam lagu mahupun di antara bait-bait puisi. Kerana Dia ciptakan setiap saat untuk manusia adalah berbeza-beza. Setiap saat membawa perkara baru. Setiap saat mencoretkan agenda baru. Dan tiap saat itu mungkin menjadi permulaan atau pengakhiran untuk sesuatu yang lain.

Dalam setiap kekecewaan yang aku hadapi, aku cuba untuk hapuskannya dari menghantui masa depan hidupku. Tetapi tetap aku abadikan jauh di sudut hati, sebagai pemangkin untuk aku terus berjuang. Sahabat; menjadi tempat aku mengadu acapkali aku berduka. Tetapi sahabat juga manusia. Yang kadangkala mempunyai kefahaman berbeza. Dan apabila itu terjadi, sahabat tidak dapat memahami aku. Lalu aku abdikan diriku padaNya. Biarkan alunan lagu-lagu kitabNya menenangkan hati ini.

Pada tiap kenangan yang membahagiakan. Aku ketawa. Kadangkala tersenyum sendiri, tatkala mengenangkan situasi yang mendewasakan aku dalam kebahagiaan. Sahabat; menjadi peneman yang setia di sisi aku. Tertawa dan bermesra. Kerana setiap tawa dan senyuman mereka, aku gembira. Terlalu indah saat ketika bersama teman-teman itu. Tapi aku sedar, masa dan tanggungjawab memisahkan kami. Jauh dari pandangan mata. Namun, aku masih menaruh harapan padaNya, temukanlah aku dengan sahabat-sahabat ini agar jalinan ukhwah kami sentiasa segar dan mewangi.

(dedikasi khas buat adik,abang dan kakak OT, teman-teman RM, abang dan kakak RM, rakan-rakan UiTM dan setiap kawan-kawan yang aku kenali…)

~buat teman-temanku...~

Engkau bukanlah Tuhanku kerana hanya Allah penciptaku
Engkau bukanlah malaikat yang bisa membawa aku ke syurga
Engkau bukanlah si pari-pari yang wujud di alam khayal
Engkau bukanlah dewa yang memungkinkan aku untuk melayang di langitNya
Tetapi aku tetap sayang kamu, cinta kamu
Aku tetap rindu kamu, kasih kamu
Kerna engkau membahagiakan aku dengan seribu warna
Kerna engkau tertawa pada tiap jenaka aku
Kerna engkau memelukku tiap tika aku bersedih
Kerna engkau mengajar aku erti tawa dan tangisan
Sepertimana aku bahagia, ku ingin kau turut gembira
Acapkali aku bersedih, ku mahu engkau memahami
Aku hanya ingin kamu bersama aku
Aku hanya mahu kamu sayangi diriku
Bukan kerna mereka, tetapi kerna kita
Bukan kerna dusta, tetapi kerna cinta
Cinta yang Dia cintai...

dedikasi khas buat sahabat yang senantiasa bersama aku,dalam duka dan tawa,dalam senyum dan tangisku..

buat adik-beradik ku di shah alam;adiba ruzaini my dearie, wideeya juliana da sweety, nishfariz my bro, sabree my besties,eizyanti my partner, faiz my tough bro, umaira, afiq, bella, zah, cikun, azam, wadi, nuqman..
buat kakak dan abang;kak ain my teacher, abg apai my strength, abg fizie my sweetheart, abg max yg memujukku, abg tash yg menceriakanku, kak mira, kak iti, abg tajol, abg rozi, kak abidsa, abg fatah, abg saiful, abg and akak yg mengajarku erti sebenar seorang pemimpin..

TERIMA KASIH SAHABAT..=)

~s€Pi~

Bisikku pada bulan

Kembalikan temanku

Kekasihku, Syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku

Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang

Biar alam ini kelam

Biar ia sepi sepertiku

"Great leaders are not defined by the absence of weakness,

but rather by the presence of clear strength.

The key to develop great leadership

is to build strength.."

~mY Lov€, mY str€ngTh~

i love myself

i love my mummy and daddy

i love my brothers

i love my cousins

i love my aunts and uncles

i love my family

i love my RM's sisters and brothers

i love my besties

i love my boyfriend

i love my girlfriends

i may not be perfect

i may not be good

i may not be nice

i may not be bad

but i don't mind

i still love them

i still miss them

cuz i know

that my love for them is real

and it's priceless

AISHITERU

Situasi...

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
Dan aku, ku layu
Disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku
Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnahlah, musnah impian
Tuk menggapai bintang
Terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
Engkaulah, destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku
Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
Menempuh hidup yang ku temui
Dan aku, ku tunggu
Disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku

Secebis Harapan...

Tika keheningan aku bagai dibuai
Dinginnya malam yang panjang
Tika kegelapan sayu unggas berdendang
Mengubat hati yang rawan
Bagaikan dinginnya malam yang suram
Begitulah diriku diibaratkan
Dalam kesamaran ku rempuhi ranjau
Biarpun payah ku teruskan
Siapa memandang tidakkan ku hirau
Biarpun pedih ku tahankan
Jamahlah bintang
Beri daku sinaran
Semoga hati ku cekal
Akan ku teruskan walau harus ditelan
Seribu nista di tangan
Terbanglah hai unggas bebas di awan
Agar kan tercapai sinar gemerlapan
Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Hanya padamu ku serahkan
Apakah kan ada ketulusan jiwa
Yang menilai ku seadanya
Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Hanya padamu ku serahkan
Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Ku pasrah padamu Tuhan...

Unmistakable...

Anytime, anywhere, any place
You could be anyone today
Maybe I would recognize you
On a crowded street
Maybe you'll take me by surprise
Will you be the one I had in mind

There'll come a day
When you'll walk out of my dreams
Face to face like I'm imagining
Baby how can I be sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be unmistakable

People say we're watching our lives
Through a glass
Desperately waiting on a chance
I know you're out there
Holding on, holding out for me

How are we to know the time is right
What if you're here and I'm just blind
How can I know a song I never heard
How will I know your voice
When you haven't said a word
How do I know how this will end
Before we begin

Me.Under.Construction.

World; a small word describing a big arena.
Living; is one of the best parts to survive in.
If you can’t breath and survive, then it isn’t called living.
You only have one chance of a lifetime to be experimented with.
Laugh. Cry. Scream. Whisper. Run. Walk.
See. Listen. Speak. Touch. Smell.
Do every single thing that you are capable of.
Experience your life to the fullest.
Be aware of your surroundings, friends and enemies.
Be conscious of your chances and disabilities.
Be sure of what you do and think.
Enjoy every single smile and laughter.
Grief over every single tear and sadness.
Appreciate your opportunity; as it comes once in your life.
Hate yourself sometimes; so that you know how it feels.
If you fail and think that tears can ease the sadness,
then cry, cry for you will feel better.
When you succeed, say your prayers out from deep within honestly,
as He who gives you all the goodness knows better.

(written after realizing that life is unique in it’s own way..)
8th of January 2008
[MyraMuchachaz]