percaturan hidup saat ini..

pecaturan hidup memang tidak sempurna..

kadangkala lengkap, kadangkala mengecewakan..

ada waktu, kita amat berharap agar ada seseorang untuk berada di samping kita..

tetapi ada juga detiknya, kita memohon agar dunia meninggalkan kita sementara..

untuk kita berfikir..

menghitung segala gerak geri, segala tingkah laku kita..

mengira segala budi dan dosa kita..

wajarkah atau layakkah untuk kita bertindak sedemikian?

dunia kadang-kadang memang kejam..

membuat kita serba salah, ragu-ragu..

hidup pun kadang-kadang memang nakal..

sengaja letakkan kita di tengah-tengah situasi yang membunuh..

sebab kalau dunia dan hidup tak diarahkan begitu, kita takkan sedar..

yang masa kita semakin suntuk..

dalam mengejar cita-cita, berbekalkan harapan yang secebis cuma..

sebelum, selepas, semasa.....

kita bukan sempurna..

my current life...

STUDY + RESPONSIBILITY = HECTIC SCHEDULE FOR 'AMYRA

yup, i have to divide my time for lots of things now..
my days are no longer for myself..
my time is no longer for my own..
i have to work and study at the same time..
being a President of Sekretariat Mahasiswa Fakulti (SMF) makes me even more stronger.. understand more the true meaning of leadership..
respect myself and others even better..

but what i appreciate the most is the support from my parents and brothers..from my anak-anak buah..from my ~crazee family~..from my 'mentor', you know who you are..from my kapten; you know who you are.. from my classmates.. from my juniors..

you guys don't know how much i love you.. i won't be able to be who i am now, if it's not for you guys..

~THANKS SO MUCH...~

Make Me Over by Lifehouse

dedicated to someone who has a place reserved in my heart..

Wrap my arms around your name

Feel your breath against my pain

As i breathe out

The past is gone

Empty smile

Naked heart

Who I was, falls apart

When you're here

Inside of me

Feel till your numb

Depth perception becoming

The new deaf and dumb

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind

In your mind

Changing myself, just to stand alone in your eyes

In your eyes

Pull me in, take me out, make me over

Read the wave, ride your fears

In this ocean of years

We've been here

Swiming on

Take me deep, till I find

Every corner of your mind

We've been here

Swiming on

Touch, till you taste

All the time

We are wasting alone

Waiting here

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind

In your mind

Changing myself, just to stand alone in your eyes

In your eyes

Pull me in, take me out,

make me over, and shout me out loud,

Shout me out loud

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind

In your mind

Changing myself, just to stand alone in your eyes

In your eyes

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind

In your mind

Pull me in, take me out, make me over

Paradigm of Occupational Therapy..

Paradigm of Occupational Therapy

a big event for us this semester as students of Occupational Therapy (OT)..
as diploma sem 4 students, we are required to present field which we have completed during our last clinical placing during sem 3; physical/orthopaedic and neurological field..
sounds easy, but it's not..
we have to take a few things into consideration.. juniors understanding (as they haven't had the chance of going for a clinical placing), lecturers and seniors comments and opinions..etc..etc..
plus with our hectic schedule for these few weeks, we realized that we don't have that much time to focus deeply for this event..

sebagai hasilnya, 'terpaksalah' buat discussion smpai malam..
we were very LUCKY to have our MISS LIZ in helping us out..
even miss sanggup datang ke fakulti malam2..
THANKS MISS!

and not forgotten THANKS LOADZ for my classmates..
kita memang dah kerja keras untuk paradigm ni.. hopefully everything akan berjalan dengan lancar k guys!
to the presenters; Rara, Mu'izz, Angah Sakinah, and Nadya
GOOD LUCK..AJA AJA FIGHTING!

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Thank God I Found You

I would give up everything

Before I'd separate myself from you

After so much suffering

I've finally found a man thats true

I was all by myself for the longest time

So cold inside

And the hurt from the heart it would not subside

I felt like dying

Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you

I was lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

Completed my whole life

Im overwhelmed with gratitude

Cause baby I'm so thankful

I found you

I would give you everything

Theres nothing in this world I wouldn't do

To ensure your happiness

I'll cherish every part of you

Because without you beside me

I can't survive

I don't wanna try

If you're keeping me warm each and every night

I'll be all right

'Cause I need you in my life

See I was so desolate

Before you came to me

Looking back I guess it shows

That we were destined to shine

After the rain to appreciate

And care for what we have

And I'd go through it all over again

To be able to feel this way

Dedicated to:
~Crazee Family~
Lalink NishFariz, Honeymadu Widee, Dearie Su, Sugarhunny Diba..
~Buddies~
Farihan, Nanad, Sabree, Eizyanti, Rani, Kak As'z, Fath, Faiz, Umaira, Angah Sakinah..
~Sisters and Brothers~
Kak Ain, Kak Abidsa, Kak Iti, Kak Mira, Kak Yang, Kak Kuya, Kak Ijan, Kak Ratna, Kak Is..
Abg Fizi, Abg Apai, Abg Tash, Abg Rozi, Abg Max, Abg Hairul, Abg Nabil, Abg Tajol, Abg Amin, Abg Saiful, Abg Wafi, Abg Azuan..

I surrender..

I surrender everything to you..I only need you..I want you to be with me always, through my tears and laughter..

Please, I have to be with you..

I SURRENDER-CELINE DION

There's so much life

I've left to live

And this fire's burning still

When I watch you look at me

I think I could find a will

To stand for every dream

And forsake this solid ground

And give up this fear within

Of what would happen if they ever knew, you

I'm in love with you

'Cause I'd surrender everything

To feel the chance, to live again

I reach to you

I know you can feel it too

We'd make it through

A thousand dreams I still believe

I'd make you give them all to me

I'd hold you in my arms and never let go

I surrender I know

I can't survive another night away from you

You're the reason I go on

And now I need to live the truth

Right now, there's no better time

From this fear, I will break free

And I'll live again with love

And know they can't take that away from me

And they will see

To feel the chance, to live again

I reach to you

I know you can feel it too

We'd make it through

A thousand dreams I still believe

I'll make you give them all to me

I'll hold you in my arms and never let go

I surrender

Every night gets longer

And this fire's getting stronger baby

I'll swallow my pride

And I'll be alive

Can't you hear my call?

I surrender all

I reach to you

I know you can feel it too

We'll make it through

A thousand dreams I still believe

I'll make you give them all to me

I'll hold you in my arms and never let go

I surrender

Right here, right now

I'd give my life to live again

I'll break free

Take me, my everything

I surrender all to you

Right now

I'd give my life

Take me, take me

My everything

for my siblings, family, buddies...

this song may be heard as someone who is getting control of her life after a break up..

but for me and DIBA (who introduced ths song to me), we LOVED this song because certain sentences tells about us and our family and siblings..

for us, you guys are PRICELESS, the BEST, INCOMPARABLE and no one will understand our faith, journey and belief.. =)

TAKE A BOW-Leona Lewis

The flowers are faded now along with your letters

They will never see the light of day 'cause I'll never take them out

There's no turning back, it's for the better

Baby, I deserve more then empty words and promises

I believed every thing you said and I gave you the best I had

So take a bow 'cause you've taken everything else

You played the part, like a star you played it so well

Take a bow 'cause the scene is coming to an end

I gave you love, all you gave me was pretense, so now take a bow

And the future's about to change, before you know it

The curtain closes, take a look around

There's no one in the crowd, I'm throwing away the pain

And you should know that your performance made me stronger now

So take a bow 'cause you've taken everything else

You played the part, like a star you played it so well

Take a bow 'cause the scene is coming to an end

I gave you love, all you gave me was pretense, so now take a bow

Well, it must have been slight of hand 'cause I still can't understand

Why I could never see, just what a fool believes

But the lies they start to show

Tell me how does it feel to know, right now

That I won't be around, so baby before where ever you are

Take a bow 'cause you've taken everything else

You played the part, like a star you played it so well

Take a bow 'cause the scene is coming to an end

I gave you love, all you gave me was pretense, so now take a bow

'Cause you've taken everything else

You played the part, like a star you played it so well

Take a bow 'cause the scene is coming to an end

I gave you love, all you gave me was pretense, so now take a bow

Take a bow

Lots of Love,

~'AmyraRamlan~

~When You Believe~

Many nights we pray with no proof anyone could hear
And our heart's a hopeful song we barely understood
Now we are not afraid although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long before we knew we could

Oh there can be miracles when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracle you can achieve, when you believe
Somehow you will, you will when you believe

In this time of fear when prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds, too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here, my heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words, I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles when you believe
When you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will, you will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask and
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice, says love is very near

There can be miracles
Miracles
When you believe
When you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
Somehow, somehow, somehow
Somehow you will, you will, when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will, you will
Just believe
You will, when you believe

memory that i wanna get rid of..

bila orang cakap dunia ni bulat, kecil, kadang-kadang rasa macam tak faham..

but at certain times, that's the only explanation that is logical for some reasons..

i just couldn't understand why..

Malam Anugerah Persatuan/Kelab UiTM se-Malaysia

i went to DSB UiTM Malaysia yesterday (02022009) for that event..

was just hoping that i could meet up with my family, brothers and sisters..

but what happened makes me realized that we couldn't put everything in this world according to how we wanted it to be..

the truth that hurts, but nice in a way where at least i can see that person after years of losing him..

NISHFARIZ.. on the day of our wed.. (bak kate anak tiri kami, ni tmpt org2 pnting..wee~)

SABREE.. besf friend yg tak pernah jemu melayan niat jahat daku..hee~

nishfariz; thanks for being with me that night..

you were my strength dear..

i will cry if it's not for your presence.. sabree's and rani's too.. =)

unforgettable RM5...

HS future leaders.. ;)

me with abg saiful n abg fatah..

(yg bertanggungjawab mengajar kami..TQ!)

selepas diterima menjadi mahasiswa/siswi Universiti........

(only WE know the name of the uni..hee~)

nanad + shana + myra @ BRIEFING.....

RM5 is none like any other RMs at all... we learned the meaning of being a true student leader.. and here was the place where we really started or ended our so called 'decision'..

this was where we had to make up our mind and show our true colours..

~LoL~

~2-3 of JANUARY 2009; Kem Nurlembah Pangsun, Langat, Selangor~

my HAPPY + CRAZEE family..

just like the title quotes; this post is basically about my crazy and happy family!!

my beloved husband; NISH..

dan juga madu-maduku; KAK SU, WIDEEYA, and HUDA..hee~

tak lupa juga anakanda tiri kesayanganku; DIBA yg juga satu2nya anak kami dlm famili ini..haha....

well, orang yg tak kenal kami will probably say that we are crazy to have family yg begini..

but, i am soooo sorry!

hanya kami yg faham family kami..wawawa~

we LOVE each other, and eventhough kami semua bermadu, we ARE happy..wee~

LOVE YOU GUYS!!! =)

RUC '09

RUC '09

me with Asrul..

delegates from Alamanda, UiTM..

mira, jiha, an and me..

the 4 roses.. ;)





I attended REAL Undergraduate Conference ’09 (RUC ’09) yesterday at Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC).. It was a nice conference, to gather all IPTs students from all around Malaysia.. Nothing much to be shared, it was okay.. Gain some experiences with Mr Amirul Iskandar Mannan; founder of REAL Leaders, Mejar Dr Faez Khaleed, Datuk Maznah Hamid; Executive Chairman of SECURIFORCE, Mr Mohamed Akwal Sultan from AKPK, and Datuk Dr Rosti Saruwono; Vice President of Education Division PETRONAS..

Met my old friend from MJSC; Asrul who is now a student leader himself; MPP of UDM.. and the trip was much of a trip to be enjoyed with my colleagues..=)