Pieces of my mind.

" Sakit Allah duga buat jadi penghapus dosa,
tak sesakit ditimbang neraca manusia tanpa usul periksa."

('AR_12:33_15022013)

"Tak mudah menyerah tak bersalah.
Tetap terasa pedihnya resah.
Tapi sekurang-kurangnya pernah.
Biar menjauh tanpa kalah."

('AR_15:31_17022013)

"Menghadapi dugaan diuji sakit itu.
Sakit itu perasaannya amat indah.
Mendampingi orang yang sedang diduga itu.
Sungguh,dengan sakit itu anugerah."

('AR_00:02_18022013)

HakciptaCikEmpunyaBlog.

['AmyraRamlan]

BB1M 2013

Assalamualaikum. =)

Just to share a bit, betapa beruntungnya berada di bumi bertuah bernama Malaysia. Alhamdulillah. All IPT students, swasta dan awam diberi voucher worth RM250 per student. Bolehlah digunakan untuk beli keperluan untuk study. Hee. Last year pun dapat jugak, RM200. Syukur, rezeki menjadi mahasiswa universiti di tanah tercinta.

Ada yang cakap, 'kenapa 80% kena guna untuk beli buku, dan baki 20% baru boleh beli alat tulis dan barang-barang lain?'
Well, bersyukurlah. RM250 tu bukan sikit jumlahnya tau.

Ini hasil shopping worth RM50. ;)

the best part shop kat Popular, sebab even guna voucher pun dapat discount for members. Untung! ^^

Use it wise. Think positive. Be grateful. =)

Mahasiswi.TanahMelayu.

['AmyraRamlan]

Ignorance; by Paramore

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Conspiracy; by Paramore

*Here's to all who holds conspiracy against people.
Speak out, there's no need to hold conspiracy against them.
They have ears and eyes.*

Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out why we don't trust them
Speak up dear, 'cause I cannot hear you
I need to know why we don't trust them

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

Where can I turn? 'Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty, I'm so unsure
Tell me why I feel so alone
'Cause I need to know to whom do I owe

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

I thought that we'd make it
Because you said that we'd make it through
And when all security fails
Will you be there to help me through?

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power
How?

How I've lost my power?

Fences; by Paramore

*Here's to all people who keep on talking
but never intend to seek the truth behind someone's story.*

I'm sitting in a room,
Made up of only big white walls and in the hall
There are people looking through
The window in the door
they know exactly what we're here for.

Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.

You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from,
Don't you know by now,
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.

And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile, 'cause you'll go out in style.
You'll go out in style.

If you let me I could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions, separate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to fight,
Just blame the limelight.

Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.

And now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.

And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile.

Yeah, yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.

Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.

And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh open wide.
Yeah, oh oh open wide,
'Cause you'll go out in style.
You'll go out in style.

Latihan Industri (LI) : Community Placement

29012013 - 22022013
FSR Fitness Center
UiTM Shah Alam

Assalamualaikum! :)
Well, sebenarnya aku dah plan nak buat LI kat Subang Jaya, so that I can stay at my aunt's house, and senang aku tak payah nak ulang alik jauh jauh, mahupun nak kena mencari rumah/bilik sewa bagai. Tapi apakan daya, Allah itu Maha Tahu. Dia lagi tahu apa yang terbaik buat hamba-hambaNya. Rupa-rupanya ada miscommunication, and a few days before aku nak report in for my LI baru tahu yang pihak sana tak tahu pun aku nak berumah tangga sebulan kat tempat diorang. Sudahnya, aku yang menggelabah. Menangis pun puas dah baq ang. Cuak kottt! T_T

Tapi yelah kan, Allah dah pesan awal-awal, have faith in Him and He'll settle the rest for us. Kita ni je hamba tak sedar diri. Eh. AKU ni ha. Tak sedar-sedar jugak. Masih nak complaint sana sini bila kehendak tak dituruti. *apalagikaunakmyraaa~

Alhamdulillah. Allah sebenarnya dah sediakan tempat yang lagi better untuk aku buat LI and belajar a lot more on knowledge of life. Syukur! Memang waktu dapat berita aku dapat buat LI kat UiTM Shah Alam, aku buat sujud syukur. Thank YOU ya Allah! =')
Even dalam masa LI ni, adakalanya sakit aku datang la jugak. Tapi aku bertahan sebab aku nak buktikan pada diri aku sendiri yang aku mampu. Tak perlu untuk aku terus kuat semata-mata nak tunjuk pada mereka yang tinggalkan aku waktu aku jatuh. Alhamdulillah. Allah membantu! =)

So up till now, dah nak masuk 4 weeks aku menjalani LI aku di Shah Alam. First day dah dapat involve program sports for mental disabled children. Entering second week, felt honored sebab dapat bagi nutrition counselling pada Tuan Polis dan Puan Polis PDRM yang datang as part of their Kursus Gaya Hidup Sihat. Tak semua orang dapat peluang ni. Bukan ke patutnya aku bersyukur? =)

In fact, aku bukan sekadar dapat knowledge yang berkaitan dengan course and my scope of study. But dengan fitness trainers and attendees yang datang saban hari ke sini banyak ajar aku basics of life. They have helped me to open my eyes a bit wider untuk lihat kekuasaan dan kemurahan hati Allah dalam memberi nikmat pada hambaNya. =')

To the fitness trainers; Ikka, Asrul, Rafizul, Syawal, Hidayat, Megat, Rio;

korang memang sangat sempoi and awesome. Thank you guys. =)

 

To the attendees yang jadi mangsa jawab questionnaire, dapat nutrition counselling, tanya macam-macam soalan yang buat saya selak buku lebih sikit; Ali, Iman, Jen and loads more, thank you. =)

 

To the supervisor, thanks for ever being the most superb and approachable SV ever! =)

 

To the one yang suggest this place waktu hati saya tengah gusar habesss, thanks to you too. Allah gave you the idea with good reasons. =)

 

Dan maaf atas salah silap, mana yang terkurang atau terlebih.

Mohon halal mana yang patut ya. :)

 

p/s: Maaflah. Jiwa saya jiwa UiTM. Sampaikan LI pun Allah 'campak tengah hutan' UiTM. ;)

 

Have faith. All is well. In shaa Allah. ^^

ThirdYear.BSc.

['AmyraRamlan]

Teater Muzikal: DESTINI ANAK BANGSA Tan Sri Arshad Ayub

25012013
DATC
UiTM Shah Alam

Assalamualaikum.
Heyy readers!

Maaflahh.. Aku agak ketinggalan zaman nak update pasal teater ni.. But what the heck, this is my blog kann.. At least I still have the urge to share with you guys.. ;)

Well, the only word to describe this theater : AWESOME!

In the first place, waktu mula-mula dengar pasal teater ni, memang terniat nak pergi tengok pementasannya.. Al-maklumlah, first time kot DATC held a theater.. Moreover, ni pasal UiTM.. Sia-sialah mengaku darah ungu kalau tak luangkan masa untuk pergi tengok sejarah UiTM kan? :)

So thanks to my dear Atikah Lotffi sebab tolong book and pay for the tix before aku balik Shah Alam.. Sebab before this aku dapatlah balik rumah seminggu, then head back to Puncak Alam fasilitator untuk KPO FSK 2.0 2013 kat Kem Nur Lembah Lenggong, Perak. Jadinya, urusan tiket etc semua Tyka tolong uruskan. Aku pergi collect je pada hari kejadian dengan Fauzi. 25th evening, Tyka, Mu'izz Kahar, Fauzi, Faiz (Tyka's friend) and I gathered in front of DATC. Teruja hati aku ni sebenarnya. ^^

 

 More or less, teater ni menceritakan susur galur hidup Ayahanda Tan Sri Arshad Ayub, dari personal life beliau, azam beliau nak bangunkan anak Melayu sehinggalah UiTM wujud hingga sekarang. Even waktu dalam dewan, all attendees dapat pensil 2B sebatang seorang. Mula-mula kami ingat sekadar untuk isi form. Tapi sepanjang penghayatan teater ni, baru kami dapat maksud pensil kayu 2B yang nampak macam murah tu diberi pada kami. Murah, tapi itu yang menjadi pemangkin semangat Ayahanda buat adik-adiknya and perhaps, untuk anak-anak Melayu. =')

Sukar nak describe through words only. Rugi sebenarnya kalau kalian tak dapat jadi penonton. Sebab keputusan nak buat pementasan agung di dewan keramat itu amatlah berbaloi. Aura terasa. SANGAT. Even kami agree, kalau boleh semua mahasiswa/i UiTM WAJIB tengok pementasan tu. Baru timbul rasa syukur agaknya. =)

Terima kasih buat besties yang menemani.
Terima kasih buat rakan-rakan yang suggest teater ni.

Pertahankan Maruah

And guys, lagu yang satu ini yang benar-benar buat air mata aku mengalir tak henti, jiwa sesak dek kerisauan, darah mengalir terasa ingin ditoreh-toreh hati mengenangkan nasib anak Melayu. Listen and interpret with your heart. Jiwa UiTM.
p/s:Thanks to my sibling; Ridhzuan Kaharuddin a.k.a Pedang Kristal. =)

Puas.
Air mata mengalir.
Jiwa terasa aura semangat anak bangsa.
Even the songs pun buat hati ni rasa sebak.
Congratulations UiTM!
Thank you Tan Sri Arshad Ayub; Ayahanda tersayang. =')

UiTM Sentiasa Di Hatiku!

 

AnakBangsa.DarahUngu.

['AmyraRamlan]

Lepaskan Aku, by Hujan

Mulai saat ini...

Aku kan ubah pendirian,
Walau ramai akhir sendirian,

Jangan difikir fasal aku...
Teruskan saja dengan hidupmu,
Hadirmu mungkin tidak membantu,

Pasangan tak sentiasa indah,
Mesti ada perang yang kau redah,
Aku laki-laki takkan rebah,

Ku tak mahu beterus terang,
Risaukan kemuncak amarah ku,
Maki hamun berasing tak tentu...

Lepaskan aku,
Lupakan aku,
Aku hanya ingin sendirian,
Tak pernah ku rasakan,
Atas nama tekanan...