After a while...

After a while, you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul..
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't mean security..
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises..
And you begin to accept your defeats with the grace of an adult,
not the grief of a child..
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans..

After a while, you learn that
even sunshine burns if you get too much..
So plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers..
And you learn that you really can endure..
That you are really strong, and you really do have worth..

~You need to be strong Myra!~

KIMIA by Melda Ahmad

Ku mula jatuh hati kepadamu
Setelah kau kata cinta padaku
Masing-masing dulu punya pasangan
Akhirnya kita bersama

Pertama kali kita bersua bertentang mata
Terasa ada kimia di antara kita
Kau kucup pipiku
Kau bisikkan cintamu
Kau kata baby i love you
Kau cairkan hatiku

Bahagia kurasa
Disaat kita berdua bersama
Memandang bulan terang
Menyaksikan bintang-bintang
Kau seru akulah pelangi cintamu

Dedicated for You-Know-Who-You-Are~~

`AmyraRamlanLikesThis~~

Jerantut, Pahang; 14022010

Dua orang adik-beradik yang sangat nakal; Aqil and Afiq

(my two lil' nephews..)

Ronda-ronda bersama my BFF=Cousin; Aiman :)

(^_^)v

Baby Mia :))

Proud mom and dad; Kak Jaja and Abg Jai




14th of February 2010
Jerantut, Pahang

I went to Jerantut for baby Damia Aleesya bt Mohd Faizal's cukur jambul..
Dia SANGAT chumel!
Welcome to the family my new lil' niece.. :)

*HugzAndKisses* from Along Ira.. (",)

2010 starts!~

For sooooo long I was not here, now I'm back guys! Hee~
Life sangat hectic though.. Busy gila..
(But I'm not crazy la okay!) Hah!

Last post I made was in October 2009, now it's 2010 so I still wanna say HAPPY NEW 2010!
A new beginning, a new start for me.. Currently I'm in my final year, final semester.. Being a final year student is NOT an easy post to hold on to.. Huhu~
But still,
I have to get the wheel rolling, life moving and feet running!
:)

2010 started with medication.. *sigh*
But now I'm okay (or should I say 'I think I am'..)..

So, on 12th of February 2010 I went to Puncak Alam..
Reasons!:

1) Spending Chinese New Year hols..

2) Meeting buddies, sisters and brothers..
[Kak Nuri, Kak Izza, Abg Shukri etc..etc..]

3) Coincidentally got involved as the crew for UiTM Puncak Alam 1st phase Launching by
Prime Minister.. :)) *GLAD*

4) Jumpa BFF saya! *WideSmile :D*

Conclusion~:
Saya SAYANG mereka dan Puncak Alam!!
(Gosh, do I really love Puncak Alam??)
:))

Note:

`AmyraRamlan, your journey for 2010 is still way ahead!

Work for it! :))

HSAH

(Sorry.. Tak dapat nak upload banyak gambar sebab most of it dengan patients; CONFIDENTIAL.. )

HSAH = Hospital Sultan Abdul Halim, Sungai Petani, Kedah..
Hospital yang akan aku kunjungi selama 5 mggu utk praktikal..
Psychiatric Area placement..
So far dah nak masuk minggu yang ke 3... Best la jugak.. Cuma patients kat sini tak ramai sangat.. Susah sikit nak buat case study.. Therapists, PPK, JHA and semua staff sangat baik...

Bila placement PSY ni, baru betul2 terasa OT kena tau macam2 perkara.. Kena tau buat macam aktiviti.. Dah namanya OT ni cover 3 areas OPA, yang merangkumi semua aspek hidup manusia.. Jadinya, kena la tau segala-gala ilmu dunia.. Hehe~

3 more weeks to go.. Tak sabar rasanya nak habiskan placement kali ni.. Tapi kalau cepat habis pun, macam tak seronok jugak.. Final menanti, VIVA Psychiatric menanti..
Habis tu, mane satu yang ko nak ni Myra??
(Manusia, memang tak pernah puas..Astaghfirullah..)

Weekends ni, Eida and Dewi lepak rumah aku.. Saja2.. Kami pergi shopping, tengok movie.. Nasib baik sakit aku dah hilang, Alhamdulillah... Lega hati aku..

So, Chaiyo2 for myself and the rest of my classmates..
3 minggu je lagi korang!
xoxo! =D

[`AmyraRamlanInTheMoodOfPractical]

Pain sucks..

The last few days, my head was like a bomb waiting to explode..Rasa macam nk hantuk je kepala ni kat dinding..Yang paling 'pandai' boleh pulak aku tinggakan ubat aku kat Puncak Alam..Dah la time tu tengah duduk kat umah sewa..Kesian pulak Umi nak datang semata-mata nak hantar ubat..

Last2, dengan kedegilan aku ni, aku tahan ajela sakit..
Sakit2 jugaklah aku pergi kerja..Memang menguji..
Allah bagi sakit untuk menguji hamba-Nya..
Itu yang aku ingat selalu..

Ada orang berkali-kali pujuk aku untuk pergi farmasi, beli ubat..Tak pun, singgah je kat OPD, amek ubat..Tapi aku degil..Tak nak skip waktu kerja langsung..

Nak kata skema, tak jugak..Cuma aku ni memang degil..Degil sebab pentingkan orang lain..Aku memang camni, dari dulu..Suka abaikan sakit sendiri, asalkan kerja jalan...Kadang2 aku pun tak faham..

Reminder to self: Bring ur meds anywhere you go Myra!

Current issues for `Amyra Ramlan:


1. Worrying of fifth semester; psychiatric area clinical placing coming up SOON!
(boleh jadi gila aku nak deal dengan pesakit mental..huhu..)

2. Worrying of my final semester..
(VIVA yang paling menakutkan!waaa!)

3. Worrying about my SMF..
(Who's gonna take charge for the upcoming term??)

4. My love letter still in my pocket..
(I don't have the guts to tell him that I do like him..*sigh*)

5. Assignments + Presentations + Tests +Quizzes = Hectic schedule!
(Need to be patient..Inikan bulan penuh keberkatan.. ^_^ )

6. Malam Kemerdekaan Ihya' Ramadhan UiTM Puncak Alam : 1 September 2009
(Happy with the committee; combination of Health Sciences, Office Management, Pharmacy)

7. Looking back at ol' pictures from my first semester until the fifth..*emo*
(Knowing that I'm going to MISS my classmates DAMN pretty much!)


Well, that's about it I guess..hihi..
So far, these are the issues that runs in my head and mind like crazy!

[`AmyraRamlanInHappy+Crazy+Thrilled+EmoMood]

Back to old life!!

BAHAGIA..HAPPY..SERONOK..

Two nights back (14/8), my housemates set up a surprise feast for my upcoming birthday..Malam tu, aku lewat balik rumah sebab ada mesyuarat dengan MPP..Sanggup diorg tunggu aku, semata-mata nak celebrate hari jadi aku..Walaupun korang cakap aku tua seminggu, tapi aku tak kisah..Aku tetap SANGAT2 appreciate apa yang korang dah buat.. =D

Big bunch of THANKS untuk Angah, Zara, Rani, Yati and Adah..
Aku tak sangka bucket KFC yang Rani beli ditemani oleh aku petang itu adalah untuk aku..huhu...SAYANG KORANG!


Then my two days of handling Health Sciences athletes..
Sangat bahagia hidup aku..Dah terlalu lama aku tak rasa hati senang macam sekarang..dan dah terlalu lama aku mencari-cari hala tuju aku yang hilang di angin lalu..


This semester, I was too tensed with unstable health condition, workloads, and etc..etc..But for these two days, I am glad that I've found back my life..

Zara, Mira, Wadi, Kak Nuri, Jiha, Muaz, Budi, Apek, Wan, J, and the rest...
Eventhough I may not know you guys very well, but I would really like to say THANK YOU so much sebab korang dah buat weekend aku weekend yang paling bermakna sepanjang sem ini..Walau penat, sakit dan sebagainya..aku tetap happy..SANGAT! dan aku rasa sangat bersyukur kerana diberi kesempatan untuk bersama-sama kalian..Sebab ni last year aku..Lepas ni, mungkin aku tidak akan ada lagi untuk menikmati saat-saat dan detik indah begini..

Salam sayang...Myra

[`AmyraRamlanSayangSahabat-Sahabatnya!]

Trouble Is A Friend by Lenka

Trouble will find you no mater where you go, oh oh.
No matter if you’re fast no matter if you’re slow, oh oh.
The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, oh oh.
Your fine for a while but then start to loose control.

He’s there in the dark,
he’s there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he’s gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh.
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh.
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh.
So don’t forget as you ease on down the road.

He’s there in the dark,
he’s there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he’s gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!

So don’t be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won’t let him win, but im a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel.
And how I try to make him leave, I try.
Oh Oh I try

[`AmyraRamlanInLabileMood]

ChentaMatiku~

Senarai

CintaMatiku

~Allah ~

~Rasulullah ~

~Abah,Ummi,Mal,Adek ~

~Classmates OT (2007-2010 ;InsyaAllah) ~

~Crazee Family ~
Nish,Widee,Diba,Su

[`AmyraRamlanInSentimentalMood]